All around me

Feeling sad 

don't know why 

today have English period 

I tried to tell myself that teacher was so good

If she don't care for me she would not scolded me .

But I can't .

Just feel full of HATE to her.

I learn from this lesson 

"hate a people is just annoying self"

REALLY 

I hate she, but just me also angry 

Today whole day I just feel don't want to talk 

Nobody can share or understanding my silence 

I feel wanted to cry out today 

Don't know why 

because something happen 

SHY* with me 

was far away with me slowly and slowly 

She didn't say anything 

but I just feel that 

I was abandoned by them 。

Today after school 

TYT told me that maybe she tomorrow will go KX house 

If same as before, shy won't like that 

I don't know and I cant explain at here 

But me really feel stress 

I feel that I wanna someone to talk 

I wanna cry but nobody know and  just think me is nothing 

"有时候不是我不会掉眼泪

不是我很坚强

只是我掉眼泪给谁看

我不坚强又能怎样。"